Finally m writing a testi fr ma sweetest sis………….i.e………….MAMTA…….d name itself gives a idea of caring 4 some1…….i usually call her pinky dd………….she is a sweet heart…….vry innovative….cannot live widout frnzz………..i luv 2 spend tym wid her !!!!!!!!!.....SHE MAKES ME VERY COMFORTABLE IN DIFFICULT SITUATIONS…….n a true lover of punjabi food………..people say dat shez got attitude.. bt its jus dat…. she is 1 step ahead off all d people who calls her attitudious……shez an awesome frnd to hang aroung wid………:p…….:x….:…deze are some smiles frm me to u …another thing is dat …..at pinky dd’s home u will find all d piccs of a sweetest gal…..nw dd will become an MBA in few days…..if it was in ma hand I will never talk about her marriage cozz I always want to stay wid her…….pinky dd believes in frndship….n in true frndship….mei sab se jyada pinky dd ki hi baat sunta huu….aur kiss ki bhi nai…. nt even of ma parentsss………EK BAAR JO MAINE COMMITMENT KARLI… US K BAAD ME SIRF PINKY DIDI KI SUNTA HU…..LOLZZZZ……shocking dialogue bt …….nw some more…tariff………..FR U DD…NW DATZ WAT I CALL A BEST SISTER………..BY TEJAS D’SOUZA ! ! ! NW DATZ WAT I CALL A CHUMESHWARI DD…..BY TEHAS LOIUS…….N A STUPENDO FANTABULASLY FANTASTICALL SIS……..HEHEHEHE….N 3 CHEER FR YAA KYA BAAT……… KYA BAAT……….. KYA BAAT!!!!!!!HAHAHAHA as m watchin…. d I d…. thoda asar toh aa hi jaega naa………I knw she’s gonna kill me aftr reading d testi….bt I knw she cant shot at me more den 5 min….as I said she is n sweetheart….INTI MANDI MEI DOO TESTI BHEJ RAHA HU……RETURN ME EK TOH KAR DENA……. N REMEMBER ONE THING DAT U R D BEST………

My Reflection

Hold my hand and guide me
through
this world of darkness
where nothing holds true..
where sin is cheap
and life is cheaper
where nights are dark
the days even darker
where friends are foes
their laughter a shadow
astonishing in peril
how easy they let go..
hold my hand and hold it true
and the same for you
I would do
laugh with me
and I’ll laugh with you
I trust you
and you alone
feel you are someone
I forever own
I know you will never leave me
I know you will never judge me
You are everything,
the paragon of perfection
Yet you are nothing
but my reflection…

Wish

Life seems to getting better day by day...when I was young i felt this is the best phase of my life, no fear, no tension..In school always lived on cloud 9, & then grew up a little thought college life is better & independent, till den i lived a carefree life. Belongingness to college starts when we enter the final year. Days pass & still we did not realise what are we about to loose, & the last day of college, the day of farewell everyone is crying, parting with friends is a tough job and something that no one wants to do. There were cries that this was the most beautiful phase of life & will never come again.
I guess even I said those words maybe. But 4 years down the line I guess maybe I was wrong. Life is beautiful always. It doesn’t matter what phase is it and what class or work we are performing. It totally depends on how we take life. If school was good then college life was great & now this courtship period is awesome and not to mention the life ahead may be even better. It’s just the perception of the person. If you enjoy life as it comes to you then you are never going to regret about your past or maybe think that past was better. Obviously memories remain and they should remain, good ones always remain close to the heart. Close friends always remain in contact, again it depends whether you wish to remain in touch. I am still in touch with my college friends even now. Some of whom I haven’t met for around 3-4 years. In the end what matters is WISH
This is not the end of the most beautiful phase of life, IT IS THE BEGINNING.

Wishes men understood...

1. Express your love, we know you love us, bt its very nice to hear you say it.
2. If we can tolerate football, Cricket, generally sports et al, you should also watch chic flicks with us.
3. Open doors for us, escort us to our car--- it makes us feel protected...
4. We are not obsessed with shopping, it is our religion...
5. You always don't have to wait for valentines day to be romantic...
6. Men should know that tears don't always mean we are sad, we express every known emotion through our tears, if men learn to understand our tears, they would know whether we are happy or sad, angry or disgusted.
7. Even though we love you, we need our spaces at times; just as you do.
8. We ask, ' what should i wear & how should i look', not because you are a fashion guru, we just like your attention.
9. Every now & den take us out dancing...its not d dance bt d gazing into each others eyes that matters.
10. You can never win an argument with us, so just accept it. we hate to hear the stories of ur ex. & remember it is important that you are a good listener.

Great that we all survived…after “the great dancing session ‘09”. Aah…wt fun…dis ws something I had expected…but the unexpected shock came a night before…17th Oct ’09. I ws busy wid d Diwali Pooja in my Office…& d clock struck 12:00am…my B’day had begun…I knew I’ll be showered wid phone calls from everywhere….I even knew who would call 1st….I ws surrounded by my Office colleagues’ but I ws completely shattered when everything jst did not happened as I had expected…jst few calls frm relatives …dts it…hw can dt b possible…where wr my friends…y dint they cal me up…every single person who meets me even 1ce…know how important the day is for me…I don’t even waste a single moment den… my Bro wished me & around 12:15 v left for my home since v had a Pooja again at 2:30am……So we talked the whole way home about birthday’s and how disappointed i was that nobody even bothered to even wish me up that night,. It must have been really hard for him to tell me that i was about to be surprised! =)
While I ws busy in d office… all my close friends’ spunk in2 my house…decorated my room…as soon as I entered... I heard a light sound of music coming from my room…still I could nt make it… as I walked in the room….. Everyone yelled “surprise!” and TOTALLY SHOCKED ME! It was beautiful!!!

Aaah..wt a party…we did everything wt a normal party demands…from cake cutting 2 playing 2 dancing 2 going for a walk at 1:00 am…had 2 come back soon 4 the Pooja….but it was great fun indeed…
& d other day…ws rocking as every years B’day….even though few moments did get spoiled... but apart from that it was exactly how I wanted it 2 be…& I was wid all of them whom I wanted 2 be wid…now d countdown 4 my B’day begins again…only 50 weeks 2 go...yuppie

lost friendship...still dreamt abt my bst friend....

For the longest time we haven't spoken to each other. Maybe it was your arrogance that made me believe you didn't care about me. Or maybe it was the coldness I gave you as a response to your arrogance. I guess deciding whose fault is useless now because all I know is that things aren't what they used to and will probably remain that way. You may never know how much I loved our friendship. So when everything changed, I was dragged into a deep depression and hated you with a passion. How could have I lost my best friend? I know you always felt we had contrary thoughts & Secretly, you knew I knew. But we never spoke about it. I liked the fact that it never got in the way of our friendship. And now I wonder what horrible thing happened that made you ruin it for the both of us.

But maybe you'll be happy to know that I had a dream about you last night. It made me so happy, my first thought was to write it down. In my dream, we were both talking. I can't quite remember how it began, but I remember us walking through the mall. What were we doing at the mall? I do not even know. They say dreams are the path to your subconscious mind, but I really don't understand how a mall would be applicable to this. Continuing with the dream... it was the first time I had seen you in a very long time so I decided to talk to you out of politeness. It was small talk; "So how have you been doing?" "How's so and so?". Wow...you were so different than from what I remembered. We sat down on a bench. I guess the awkward silence that followed made you ask something about my religion. You always knew me as the girl who was deeply religious and so you knew I'd easily break the silence trying to explain these things to you. I began talking crazily, about this and that, that and this-I honestly don't even remember what I said. But I was so into explaining such concepts that to you my eyes kept wandering as though there was too much to explain at once. As I kept rambling, I heard you chuckle. I looked at you in confusion and I saw you smiling at me.

You smiled at me as if you were saying, "I missed you". It was at that moment when I saw the old you. So I smiled back.

7 YRS OLD FRIENDSHIP LOST TOUCH...

Since last we touched.....

our minds have parted and between us now we find a wall.

Indifference fills our hearts complete

As though there never was

A you and me.

Friendship has died and with it all respect.

Our relationship is that of STRANGERS

But we can't turn back

The hands of time to regain the time we lost…

BYE BYE 2009 & WELCOME 2010

Life is running at a very high speed now days. It’s seems as I just enjoyed my 2009 New Year party & the whole year has ended. Now the day has come and now it’s already 2010. Life has changed so much. I am thinking of good old life at my college place and people existing there (even those New Year days). Now that I have entered the big bad corporate world; I can’t even see such happiness and people around. Every person has a second face with peace and humanity but no one can see that, even they themselves can’t see that. Everyone runs for Money, Property, Petrol, and Gas and of course for the life. But no one is sitting and thinking for peace…..
If this is what Grownups do…I wish I could always be a kid… I would have been happier then. But a big thanx to those pillars of strengths, who helped me stand still in earthquake type situations. (Thank u so very much Pappu, Sunil, Dolly, Nika, Donald & all my Friends)
The year was a life changing experience for me. It showed me what am I good at…what are my abilities. I danced & danced & danced this year. Partied a lot. Attended many family get-togethers and now I feel why was I running from such parties earlier…family reunions are not that bad too, in fact they so much fun. I have realized I’m indeed damn lucky to have my family & friends around all the time. But let me share with u you something that fluttered happiness & those who became the reasons for my sadness in the year 2009.
· 7 years old friendship came to its end. With no big reason…but now when I look back I see myself laughing, giggling with those whom I’ve lost contact with... well its sheer their loss, I’ve got no regrets. I would always cherish those beautiful 7 years spent with all of them…I lost a whole family…but then they lost something 2…

· 2nd May ~ learned to dance & did my first stage show ever. Also anchored the event. Practiced for a month & the event was a super hit. I myself could not believe I am really talented man (hehehe).

· 1st June ~ I gave my 1st Job interview & got cleared. Started working soon. Was surrounded by fantastic colleagues, an amazing boss. Office was like a picnic spot for. Being an intern we were much pampered for 2 months. Made some extremely good friends. Learned a lot 2.

· 11th June ~ My dear sister was blessed with a adorable baby boy- Gautam whom only I’ve got the right to call Shonu.



· Some day of Aug ~ I was asked to organize yet another Swagat Sandhya for my cousin’s marriage. I was thrilled. We started our practice & all my weekends (except my B’day & few more) till December went in practice. I got promoted… from being an anchor, I became a dance teacher, an event organizer…Wow... What fun were those sessions. Laughing, shouting, playing, dancing chatting, everything.

· Month of Sept ~ well normally I start my B’day planning almost 365 days b4…dts right. As soon as the clock strikes 12’00 on my B’day… I start counting days for my next yr B’day. So finally only a month 2 go and shopping planning…everything was on roll. Even my friends were super excited.

· 17th Oct ~ Jst a day b4 my B’day was Diwali Pooja & I was all set for my B’day d nxt day. The whole day I was chatting wid my friends about the other days plan…I was in our office for the Pooja & it was just another ½ hr 2 go…I even asked panditji to continue the Pooja 4 some time so that around 12’00 I’ll be at someplace rather then in between the road way back home.

· 18th Oct ~ yes dis was it 12’00 clock my “BIRTHDAY”….but wts wrong nobody wished me..i was upset…but I had no idea a big surprise was waiting for me back home…wohou…..wt a party was that…& den the nxt whole day…even though my cousin ditched me on d vry last moment by not coming & making me cry on my B’day …I still hold some super kool memories 4 my B’day…the nxt day party was rocking as well…

· 3rd DeC ~ the Swagat Sandhya day…the show was a super hit…even though due to some reasons we were nt able 2 complete the show… but almost 80% was done…I received numerous accolades from everybody…I still am…

· 31st Dec ~ 1ST time I arranged a new year party in a time of jst 1 day yet was extremely amazing… it was kind of a standup comedy with a dance show on every family member…everybody laughed their hearts out…

What an amazing ending of the year…eventhough I broke some bonds in the beginning of the year, it ended with a many more new relations new bonds…number of new & happy memories….i’ll cherish the year 2009....BYE BYE 2009

Every end has got a new start… it altogether a new beginning here welcome 2010...
As usual I’ve got some Wishes to fulfill for the New Year 2010
· Dancing & Anchoring (next level)
· International English & also Hindi-Urdu training for communication (At least to host events in a much better way)
· Learning one musical instrument (that I could not in 2009)
· Joining an event management company (to enhance & polish my talent)
· Organs donations at least eye alone (hello wait wait not now after my death)
· Donate education to orphan children (if I have excess money)
All things written above are just my wishes and not the reason to live my life. I believe that the same blog on the next year will have lots of happiest memories in life.

"HINTS OF LIFE"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and neverfind the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone whomeans a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it wasnever meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walk awayfeeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we loseit, but it's also true that we don't know what we've beenmissing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, anhour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but ittakes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life andone chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comesalong their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

lesson i learnt

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will.
You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts.
You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.
you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts.
Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

GETTING PERSONAL WITH ME

Describe yourself in three words

--> Sensitive, caring, friendly.

What are your pluses and minuses ?

--> My plus point is that I'm always a student willing to learn.

--> My minus is my lack of diplomacy. I speak my mind, put my foot in my mouth all the time.

What is your biggest strength and biggest weakness?

--> Biggest strength is family and self confidence.

--> My weakness is food and shopping.

What do you collect?

--> Books, music, handbags and shoes.

What would you be if not a student?

--> I would be crunching numbers at the stock exchange and getting bored out of my

skull.( plssssss never)

Who's the boy you first kissed?

--> Probably my brother or nephew.

What's the best compliment you've received so far?

--> You're Beauty with Brains & purity.

Which is the one event that changed your life?

--> The day I entered MBA.

Love to you means ?

--> Life.

Life to you means ?

--> Enjoying every minute to the fullest.

MY INTRO

Name: mamta Profession: Management student

Eyes: Black Hair: Black
Height: 5'4" Date of Birth: 18th oct, 1987
Place of Birth: Raj Star Sign: libra

pet names: pinky, pinu, pina

Pets: My brother, MANISH, who's a devil in disguise

Hobbies: Reading, Poetry

Life Motto: "Keep Dreaming. Dreams come True."

I Love: Honesty, integrity and to be admired

I Hate: Double standards and hypocrisy

I’m afraid of: Not being understood

I’m superstitious about: Names and numbers

My biggest fear: Is of people having half baked knowledge/Information

My strength: My family and my overwhelming self-confidence

My weakness: My family, desserts and shopping

My wildest fantasy: A knight in shining armour will come rescue me

My Hero: My father & now also my brother

My favourite bedroom line: Happy days are here again

My biggest assets: My ability to laugh at myself

My passion: To succeed in every aspect of life

My greatest necessity: To be loved and to have my efforts be appreciated

My favourite possession: My mind

What tires me most: Being asked to do nothing

What touches me most: simplicity and honesty in life

Turn-On: Charming personality and sense of humor. I like witty people

Favorite Actor/ Actress: Aamir and tom ; kate and Madhuri

Favorite Colors: White, baby pink, powder blue

Favorite Holiday Destination: Udaipur

Favorite Food/Cuisine: Punjabi, Junk food off the road. Chaat, Bhel Puri

my meaning of love

~~Love me Without Fear~~
~~Trust me without Wondering~~
~~Love me without Restrictions~~
~~Want me without demand~~
~~Accept me how I am~~
~~A Love like that,will be Eternal~~

TRUE FRIENDSHIP

Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"? People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for. True friendship is when there are no formalities; when the person you are talking about is counted as family; when the relation you share reaches a stage that even if you don't correspond for sometime, your relationship remains intact. Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant. The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help.

If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules. True friendship never fades away; in fact it grows better with time. True friends don't need a posh place to hang out. Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms! True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best friends come to know when the other person is in trouble, merely by listening to their "Hello" over the phone.

True friends don't desert each other when there is trouble. They face it together and support each other even if it hurts the other individual's interest. Best friends don't analyze each other; they don't have to. They accept each other with their positive and negative qualities. Nothing is hidden between true friends; they know each other's strengths and weaknesses. Best friends don't stand any outsider commenting or criticizing their friendship and they can put up a very firm resistance if anyone does so.

True friends are not opportunists. They don't help because they have something to gain out of it. True friendship is selfless. Best friends support even when the whole world opposes you. It is not easy getting true friends and if you have even one true friend, consider yourself blessed. In this world of cynics and back stabbers, there are still some people who are worth being friends with.

experiences from life

You should never be scared to achieve your dreams 'coz dreams do come true!

Do believe in your dreams 'coz dreams do come true.

If someone talks bad about me it only goes to show that the person feels insecure. I don't manipulate.

I feel Hindi is very close to Urdu. Both languages are beautiful. Sadly, their beauty is lost in translation.

When I arrived and looked at the destruction from the terror attack in mumbai, I told myself, 'We're not going to be able to make an impact in few weeks' But after we were through, I know we'll have a lasting impression.

People bring you up so fast...But they bring you down even faster.

I love human beings. I believe that there is so much to learn from every person you meet including a child.

I think I'm God's little angel. No matters what happens, I will be taken care of.

If i wont make it big, i might be asked to recheck my decision, then when I'll be successful, there is no way. They'll have to accept it gracefully.

people are very talented. But it hurts when I lose a project to them because I'm equal qualified

If you see me presenting 2day , you will notice that the level of confidence has only gotten better. I'm lot more comfortable with the crowd now.

I didn't bad mouth anybody. its just that i've been miserably misunderstood. i've always been taken for granted.

We were children together… now the child I knew, has a child. Such a long journey… in such a short time, now they embark on another journey. A journey of parenthood. I wish them all the best.( to a dear friend of mine)

MBA was never on my agenda, may be it was written in my destiny. And since I am here, I would like to give it my best try.

I am happy I have competition. It keeps me on my toes all the while and stops me from becoming complacent. So, it works to my advantage.

I would never deny the importance of a best friend in my life, but now I wouldn't go out of the way to splash my help for them. I'd rather let the time do the talking.

I don't want to have to sit with my kids, 20 or 25 years down the line, watching my stupid mistakes and knowing this is how I made them & this is what i achieved from them .

I will prove myself with my hard work and I’m confident that I’d be able to do a lot of good work in the corporate world as well as in the social sector.

MY IDEAL PARTNER

MY IDEAL MAN

My ideal man should be madly in love with me because I won't have it any other way. I am a total romantic at heart, so naturally, my ideal mate better be well versed in the art of romance. Not flirting, but romance. And there is quite a difference. I dig dignity. It is rare and priceless in a world that's so taken over by images and put-ons. So my ideal mate would be one who can carry himself with dignity, someone whom the world can look up to and admire and be in awe of. Frankly, I want a friend, philosopher and guide, all rolled into one man. A combination of a father, friend and a lover. I get turned on by a man who will lead me to light from the dark. Doesn't that sound philosophical? The biggest asset that a man can have is genuineness. I hate anything plastic or anything that's superficial and can smell superficiality from a distance. My greatest necessity is a hygienic environment. So I like men who are clean and neat and not ones who leave their things strewn across the room or are dirty and don't wear clean clothes. I am not brutally ambitious, so my ideal man shouldn't be so ambitious that he forgets about our relationship. Ambition is fine as long as it doesn't put a distance between the ones you love. I don't like people who neglect relationships for work. Frankly, besides these qualities I really don't know what to say. I honestly don't know what my ideal mate should be like. I am not consciously looking out for a relationship to happen. Of course subconsciously, we all like to have a little romance in our life. I believe in a meeting of the souls and emotional attachments between two people interested in being together because that's what soul mates are all about. And an ideal mate is necessarily a soul mate. If I meet a man and our souls connect then I might just get emotionally involved. Compatibility too tops the list. We may not share too many things in common, but we should have a common basic principle by which we lead our lives. Physically, the man should be handsome but not necessarily tall and dark! He should be well dressed, not expensively but sophisticatedly dressed. What I would also like in my ideal mate is that infuriating and yet endearing quality, childishness. My ideal mate would be a little bit of man and a little bit of child, rolled in one

PINKY